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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    3:00 am
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    France
    “He told you that?”
    “He’s a brilliant man, once an honored judge
    “Lafayette came cheap chanel purses from Alsace-Lorraine?”
    “I don’t know, monsieurI’ve never been there
    “He’s a brilliant manMore to the point; he’s rightYour plan has a lot of merit, but there’s
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    The old Frenchman stared at Jason with amused rheumy eyes and laughed softly“You are such
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    The steel band continued its birkin bag hermes deafening assault, but now restricted to the confines of the glassenclosed
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
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    start will hurt your girls, no matter how wellarmored
    against such things you may think they
    are
    Melinda was well-armoredIlse, however, was ladies gucci watch a
    different storyWhen Melinda was mad at her, she
    called Illy a case of arrested development, but I
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    didn't think that was trueI thought Illy was
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    "And in the end, they may prove it Kamen
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    life's treasure
    I wasn't thinking about the moneyI was thinking
    about a team of insurance investigators sniffing
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    Kamen sat with his huge dark brown hands on his
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
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    “You know I love you, too
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    beforeMy whole body suddenly felt a few degrees warmer
    So sharp,Melanie agreed, wincing at her own pain
    “Will you come back?” Jamie begged Cartier Tortue against my shoulder
    I couldn't answer right away
    “What does Mel want?” he asked
    “She wants to live with you,” I whisperedI didn't have to check to know that
    “And what do you want?”
    “Do you want me to live with you?”
    “You know I do, Wanda
    “Please?”
    “If that's gucci backpacks what you want, Jamie
    “Woo hoo!” Jamie crowed in my ear“Cool! I'm gonna go tell Jared! I'll get you some food,
    too, okay?” He was already on his feet, bouncing the mattress so that I felt it in my ribs
    “You want something, Ian?”
    “Sure, kidI want you to tell chanel earrings Jared he's shameless
    “Huh?”
    “Never mindGo get Wanda some lunchAnd I'll ask Wes for his extra bedKyle can come back in here, and everything will be
    like it should be!”
    “Perfect,” Ian said, and though I didn't look at his face, I knew he was rolling his omega seamaster watch eyes
    “Perfect,” I whispered, and felt the razor's edge again
    CHAPTER 39
    Worried
    Perfect,I grumbled to myself
    Ian was coming to join me for lunch, a big smile glued into place on his faceTrying to cheer
    me up… again
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    3:02 am
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    You're going to do a lot of things, Red(He breathes the sweet-laden night air and smells the earthThe knowledge of strength, the taunt at the surrounding hills You know, I'll necklace chanel tell ya something, I don't believe in God
    You don't mean that, Red!
    (Underneath the blanket his father's body had been crushed almost flat Yeah, that's right, I just don't believe in God
    Sometimes I don't either, Agnes says
    Yeah, I can talk to you, you understand
    Only you want to go away(There is gucci hobo handbag the other knowledgeHer body is young and strong and he knows the smell of her breasts, which are like powdered infant-flesh, but all the women turn to cordwood in the town You take that guy Joe Mackey who got Alice with a kid and left her, my own sister, but I tell ya I don't blame himYou got to see vintage gucci that, Agnes
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    Of course you can always depend on the mines to shut down
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    3:00 am
    @@@@@All evidence of the party was gone,
    @@@@@All evidence of the party was gone, except
    for the elaborate flower arrangements and the half-burned candles in
    the six-armed candelabra on the bare dining room table
    Scarlett lit the candles and blew out her lampWhy should she skulk
    around in near-darkness like some kind of thief? It was her house, her
    brandy, and she could do as she pleasedShe selected a glass, took it
    and the decanter to the table, sat in the armchair at the headIt was
    her table, tooThe brandy sent a relaxing warmth through her bodyAnother drink, and my nerves should
    stop
    jumping around like they're doingShe filled the elegant little
    cordial glass again, tossed the brandy down her throat with a deft
    twist of the wristMustn't hurry, she thought, pouringShe sipped her third drink
    How pretty the candlelight was, lovely golden flames reflected in the
    polished tabletopThe empty glass was pretty, tooIts cut facets
    made rainbows when she turned it in her fingersIt was as quiet as
    the graveThe clink of glass against glass made her jump when she
    poured the brandyThat proved she needed the drink, didn't it? She
    was still too jumpy to sleepThe candles burned low and the decanter
    slowly emptied and Scarlett's usual control over her mind and memory
    was loosenedThis was the room where it had all begunThe table
    had
    been bare like this with only candles on it and the silver tray that
    held brandy decanter and glassesShe'd never
    seen
    him really drunk like that, he could always hold hisliquorHe was
    drunk that night, though, and cruel
    He said such horrible hurting things to her, ú and he twisted her arm
    so that she cried out in painthen he carried her up
    to her room and forced himself on herExcept that he didn't have to
    force her to accept himShe came alive when he handled her, when
    he
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    3:00 am
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    “I can’t talk to you now, Marie,” said a cold, controlled Alexander Conklin“I’ve got Paris on
    the other line
    “Screw Paris! Where is he? Get him out!”
    “Believe me, we’re trying to find himAll fucking hell has broken out hereThe British want
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    The line was disconnected, and Marie slammed down the phone“I’m flying to Paris, Johnny,”
    she said, breathing deeply and wiping the tears from her face
    “You’re what?”
    “You heard meJamie loves her and she’s better with Alison motorcycle balenciaga than
    I could ever be—and why not? She’s had seven children, all grown up who still come back to her
    every Sunday
    “You’re crazy! I won’t let you!”
    “Somehow,” said Marie, giving her brother a withering look, “I have an idea you probably said
    something like that to David when he told you he was going to Paris
    “Yes, I did!”
    “And you couldn’t stop him any more than you can stop me
    “But why?”
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    S?reté The telephone rang; Marie picked it up
    “I told you I’d call you right back,” said the voice of Alex Conklin“Bernardine has an idea that
    might work
    “Who’s Bernardine?”
    “An old Deuxième colleague and a good friend who’s helping David
    “What’s his idea?”
    “He got Jason—David—a rental carHe knows black chanel tote the license-plate number and is having it radioed
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    keep it in sight and report directly to him
    “And you think David—Jason—won’t spot something like that? You’ve got a terrible memory,
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
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    "Who's number 48, and how did you happen to meet a
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    "Number 48's Torii Hunter," she said, looking at
    me as if I was the world's biggest dummox"They
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    have a huge TV in the main student lounge, and I
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    Twins were playingThe place was crammed even
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    were the only ones with our Twins on - him with
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    "What flavor is he, religiously speaking?"
    "Baptist She looked at me a little defiantly, as
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    good standing of The First Church of Nothing in
    Particular, I had no grudge against the Baptists
    The only religions I don't like are the ones that
    insist their God is bigger than your God"We've
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    for the last four months
    Jack pulled up, and she bent to grab the handles
    of her various bags"He's going to take spring
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    I gagged and then shuddered at the image
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    "Well, that's 'cause they're your people," Conn told him
    Pop! went Dalleson's carbine
    "I suppose so," Wakara saidHe exhaled his smoke carefullyAt the turn of the beach he could see an enlisted man patrolling, and he turned his head down toward his knees, hoping he would not be seenIt was a mistake to come out hereThose American soldiers wouldn't like the idea of protecting a Jap
    Conn womens rolex watches drummed his paunch reflectively"It's damn hot, I'm going to take a swim
    "Me too," Dove saidHe stood up, rubbed some sand off his arms, and then with a perceptible pause, asked, "Want to come along, Wakara?"
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
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    before the War
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    or forty to one or two, the demands on women increased
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    but the expectations remained the sameThe battered houses must
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    windows and shining brass, and have a well-groomed, imperturbable,
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    ladies of the South did itEleanor soothed Scarlett with gentle words
    and fragrant tea, flattered Pauline by asking her opinion of the desk
    recently installed in the drawing room, diverted Eulalie with a plea to
    taste the pound cake and judge if the extract of vanilla bean was
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    her
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    3:00 am
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    “Some of us are overachieversHold it! I’ve got company!”
    Below on the bottom of the staircase a small compact black man appeared, his dark eyes
    bulging, staring up at the agent, a gun in his handThe CIA man spun behind the edge of the wall
    as four successive gunshots shattered the corridorLunging across the open space, his revolver
    ripped from its holster, the agent fired twice, but once was enoughHis assailant fell to the floor of
    the soiled lobby
    “I caught a ricochet in my leg!” cried the agent“But he’s down—deep dead or not I can’t tell
    Sweep up the vehicle and get us both outStay put!”
    It was shortly past eight o’clock the next morning when Alex Conklin limped into Peter
    Holland’s officeThe guards at the CIA gates were impressed with his immediate access to the
    director
    “Anything?” asked the DCI, looking up from the papers on his desk
    “Nothing,” answered the retired field officer angrily, heading for the couch against the wall
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    3:00 am
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    "I don't know
    "Are you still working on my portrait?"
    "Yes
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    of unofficial housepet - stood on the walk outside,
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    9

    A FEW HOURS later at noontime, miles away, the litter-bearers were struggling with WilsonThey had carried him all morning under the burnished metallic heat of a tropical sun, their strength and their will coursing out of their bodies with their perspirationAlready they moved stupidly, the sweat blinding their eyes, their tongues clapped against their dry and enraged purse louis vuitton palates, their legs quivering constantlyThe heat rose from everything, shimmered over the grass, swirled about them with the languid resistance of water or oilTheir faces felt swathed in velvet, and the air they breathed was superheated, without refreshment, a combustible mixture which seemed to explode in their chestsThey shambled along, their heads lolling, sobbing loudly with rending sounds which lacerated vintage omega watches their throatsAfter hours of this they were men walking through flame
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    3:00 am
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    they
    plunged, skidding and jolting, down a dark, slippery, cobblestoned
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    Scarlett was breathless from the thrill of itThen they were at the
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    the
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    3:14 am
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    truck, heading the other way, passed through into “England
    “Don’t press the French too much,” said Benjamin, in the front seat beside Jason“These cats do
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    join your mother in LA?”
    “Shut up!”
    The guard returned, saluted, and the iron barrier was raisedJason accelerated, and saw in a
    matter of moments, bathed in floodlights, a three-story replica of the Eiffel TowerIn the distance,
    to the right, was a miniature Champs-Elysées with a wooden reproduction of the Arc de Triomphe,
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    “Hold it,” said Benjamin, touching Jason’s arm
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    “What is it?”
    “Stop, “cried the young trainer“Pull over and shut off the engine
    “What’s the matter with you?”
    “I’m not sure Benjamin’s neck was arched back, his eyes on the clear night sky and the
    shimmering lights of the stars“No clouds,” he said cryptically
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    “What the hell are you talking about?” And then Bourne heard it far away, the sound of
    distant thunder, yet the night was clearIt happened again—and again and again, one deep rumble
    after another
    “There!” shouted the young Soviet from Los Angeles, standing up in the jeep and pointing to the
    north“What is it?”
    “That’s fire, young man,” answered Jason softly, hesitantly, as he also stood up and stared at the
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    3:01 am
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    all she needed
    I showed them another pictureAlthough much more
    hurried, it was once again Nan Melda and Libbit
    standing in the shallow end of the poolNoveen
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    "Nan Melda told Libbit what she had to doAnd she
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    "What, muchacho?" Wireman said gently"What did
    she say?"
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    stop, child,' she said'Dassn't stop or it's all
    for nothing'" As if of its own accord, my hand
    plucked the Venus Black from my pocket and
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    My eyes blurred with t
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    recollecting and of forgetting do seem peculiarly past finding out
    Miss Crawford, untouched and inattentive, had nothing to say;
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    thought must interest
    “It may seem impertinent in me to praise, but I must admire the
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    parson ever aspired to a shrubbery, or anything of the kind
    182
    Mansfield Park
    “I am so glad to see the evergreens thrive!” said Fanny, in reply
    “My uncle’s gardener always says the soil here is better than his own,
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    generalThe evergreen! How beautiful, how welcome, how wonderful
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    one’s eyes on the commonest natural production without finding
    food for a rambling fancy
    “To say the truth,” replied Miss Crawford, “I am something like
    the famous Doge at the court of Lewis XIV and may declare that I
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    “I should have thought so theoretically myself, but,” and her eyes
    brightened as she spoke, “take it all and all, I never spent so happy a
    summerBut then,” with a more thoughtful air and lowered voice,
    “there is no saying what it may lead to
    Fanny’s heart beat quick, and she felt quite unequal to surmising
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    the cheerful round of such amusements to nothing worse than a
    tete-a-tete with the person one feels most agreeable in the world
    183
    Jane Austen
    There is nothing frightful in such a picture, is there, Miss Price?
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
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    lady I'm maiding tells me to go and do what I'm told to doIt's
    certain that having a grand meal in private comfort won't be one of my
    instructionsI'll take it now while I can Scarlett had to agree
    with BridieBut she couldn't possibly have dinner in the suite
    herselfShe had to find out who those women were and
    why they were with Rhett, or she'd go madThey were English, she
    learned as soon as she entered the dining saloonThe distinctive
    accent was dominating the captain's tableScarlett told the steward
    that she would like to change her seating to the small table near the
    wallThe table near the wall was also near the captain's table
    There were fourteen at histable: a dozen English passengers, the
    captain, and his first officerScarlett had a keen ear and could tell
    almost at once that the passengers' accents were different from the
    ship's officers, although to her they were all English and therefore to
    be despised by anyone with a drop of Irish bloodThey were talking
    about CharlestonScarlett gathered that they didn't think much of
    it
    "My dears," one of the women trumpeted, "I've never seen anything
    as
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    was
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    she's gone dotty without our noticing
    "Now, Sarah," said the man to her left, "you do have to take that war
    of theirs into considerationI found the men to be very decentDown
    to their last shilling, I'm sure, but never a mention, and the liquor
    was first rateSingle malt at the club bar
    "Geoffrey, my love, you'd think the Sahara was civilized if there was a
    club with drinkable whiskeyHeaven only knows it couldn't be any
    hotter There was a chorus of agreement"On the
    other hand," said a youthful female voice, "that terribly attractive
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